Love Me First

One day, I asked God,
"God, do I be loved by my parents, my brothers and sisters, and the whole family?"

God answered me,
"Sure they do. They love you so much."

Then I said,
"But I can't feel it God. My family seems don't love me well. They may love me but it feels just a second with a little piece."

God just smiled to me and then I asked Him,
"How about my good and close friends, do they love me? and my lover?"

God answered me again,
"Sure they do. They love you so much."

I said to God,
"Sometimes I feel that they are not sincere in our relationship. They just use me when they need some help, and come to me whenever they need. But when I need them to be by my side, cry with me, share the happiness and all stories, they are nowhere."

God told to me gently,
"You don't understand yet, what love is, my child."

I asked God,
"So, what is love, God?"

God answered me,
"Love Me first, then you'll learn what love is and how to love and be loved. Because I am the pure and the true love. I love you without any condition. Even though you are not love me all the time, I still love you every time. Even though you can forget me many times, I still love you and never forget you. Even though I'm not the first priority in your life, I still love you and you are always be my first priority. So, love me first, then you'll know about the true and the pure love!"



And then, I realized that I don't understand yet about what love is. I realized that love I knew wasn't the pure and the true love. So I learned how to love by loving God above all things and men. It's not easy but posibble. I'm still learning but now I already found what love is.



Denpasar, February, 12th, 2011
Copyright Jeannita Adisty
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